Here u go natsumi, my blog post of many many months hahaha.
Hi guys daryl here, damn i just noticed my last post was so bitter lmao.
Give her a break daryl, ppl change, ppl grow up. Live and let be.
Strange, what breakup does to you hahah.
Well im serving the air force now, as a clerk. Life is pretty good, people are fun to be with. Im living my singlehood happily now haha. Kinda busy yes, but copable.
Well since i have so much time for myself, ive been pampering myself with games and even MORE games haha. Guess i just can't grow up eh? Im a full blown gamer, so..... any1 willin to donate some ps3 games is much appreciated =x.
Look im so excited for new games i can't even type straight. DAMN!
Or..... is serving the nation making me dumb? Oh hell, screw english. Embrace games.
Got a new ps3 console, and a new LED TV. AWESOME.
Only bad thing about my lil baby sony is..... She is also quite expensive to upkeep. Gotta feed her with new games and constantly updating.
Well....... Its almost the same as spending on a girl in the long run hahahaha.
Hope to see u soon Natsumi, visit Singapore soon! Or when i accumulate enough money, I pay u a visit to ur hometown xD
Jul 4, 2011
Oct 4, 2010
Thank You!
Thank you guys for alll the wonerful supportive consoles and kind words. I really appreciate yall helping me to tide over my dark days haha. Love yall. No homo.
After i got all out of my system, I just went to think back for a moment haha great memories duncha think so?
For those who still blur, the main point of the whole thing is, she dumped me 4 the company of her friends.
She told me im overly possesive, blah blah blah. Smth around that line and told me she wanted to spent more time wif her new n old friends now that her social circle has widened.
Well she has her views, but here is my take on this.
I dun see myself as a overlypossesive person. Ppl close to me alr knew that. Im more of a "ok-go do wat u wan" person as long as u tell me early.
Plus, i am at the lonliest period of my life, getting into army. ALL guys experience this, guys who are attached b4 army are generally more anxious and nervous, they tend to get out of self ya see. Thinkin back, wtf that wasnt me?!!!! I didnt expect myself to be THAT emotional. I feel reaaaaaal awkward now i tot about it. Its so.... surreal ya?
i digressed, but me? Im not overlypossessive. Im just lonely and wanted a girl close to me to give me a lil more attention.
Yet she claimed i take up too much of her time indirectly. Hell if u wan to spend more time wif ur frens, im not stopping u at all. I go army alr. U got a whole fricken month to hang out. Or even more. 2 fricken years!!!!
So.... a few days dedicated entirely to me is.... too much??
I know right? All these are nth but... EXCUSES! The root cause of this can only be 1 thing.
Her feelings for me are lost.
Lost to who? Lost to what? I dunnoe.
but maybe she REALLY wanted to spend more time wif her frens?? I dunnoe. Im not in a position to doubt her also, she has her own life too.
But to dump a bf abt a week b4 army?? Thats a total bitch move and uncalled 4. This is agreed everywhere, internet or real life. Its ok thou, no point pointing fngers at others.
I do have my faults i noe. But i have not genuienely cared for a girl for a reeaaaallly long time. I really do care for her, i am sincere.
Perhaps i was too nice? Or i didnt do enuf?
Haha am i really that lousy? Man i need some tuitions on how to please a girl then.
Oh ya 1 thing . 1 MAJOR mistake i made, i lost myself in the r/s. I sacrificed quite alot of things i usually do to make time for her. Wich i do NOT REGRET AT ALL. Time spent wif her wasnt always nice and fun, but at least i was happy.
But HELL towards the end of the r/s. THAT WAS NOT ME! i felt like lady gaga. puting on so many fronts to cover the real me.
I found myself back. And i want to start a new r/s in future wif MYself. i would go back to her no problem. Given if she still had feelings for me. But i doubt it.
And her facebook updates shown in my main facebook page. Are u in love. 70%. Ouch. Thats totally rubbing it in my face.
Haha i noe she doenst mean it la. Its just a quiz. But u noe, i do really care for her. Lookin at that brings a lil hurt back to me. Bt im ok dun worry haha.
Looks like she found a guy she like alr? boy that was fast. I hope its just a quiz thou, thou i wun be surprised if i find out she got hooked up when im in camp haha.
Well... Deal wif it. deal wif it like a man. I haved stopped being sad alr. Its just.... It sucks to have a person dumped u for someting u have no control over.
BUT!! If given a chance to go back to the past and change things, i will change NOTHING. I would still go thru it. And experience the same thing. I want to learn that pain, and how to tackle it.
How to handle it as myself, not the shadow that i used to be.
And i will date her once again with the "Lost and Found" self of mine.
Tis is wat i would do.
People tell me. " Dun give up the whole forest for a tree"
Here is my answer to u.
"I noe. But for now. The tree that i want is the only tree that bears fruit. The rest of the trees? they are carboncopies".
Hopefully she will understand i TRULY care for her. As a friend. As a person. As a lover.
Long post eh? Gotta get everything settled till tmrw. Army days in 1 day haha.
Good luck to guys out there who experienced the same if not more painful stuff than me. I hope u pickurself up. Dun let smth like this burden u. Its tough i noe. But....
DEAL WIF IT. LIKE A MAN.
After i got all out of my system, I just went to think back for a moment haha great memories duncha think so?
For those who still blur, the main point of the whole thing is, she dumped me 4 the company of her friends.
She told me im overly possesive, blah blah blah. Smth around that line and told me she wanted to spent more time wif her new n old friends now that her social circle has widened.
Well she has her views, but here is my take on this.
I dun see myself as a overlypossesive person. Ppl close to me alr knew that. Im more of a "ok-go do wat u wan" person as long as u tell me early.
Plus, i am at the lonliest period of my life, getting into army. ALL guys experience this, guys who are attached b4 army are generally more anxious and nervous, they tend to get out of self ya see. Thinkin back, wtf that wasnt me?!!!! I didnt expect myself to be THAT emotional. I feel reaaaaaal awkward now i tot about it. Its so.... surreal ya?
i digressed, but me? Im not overlypossessive. Im just lonely and wanted a girl close to me to give me a lil more attention.
Yet she claimed i take up too much of her time indirectly. Hell if u wan to spend more time wif ur frens, im not stopping u at all. I go army alr. U got a whole fricken month to hang out. Or even more. 2 fricken years!!!!
So.... a few days dedicated entirely to me is.... too much??
I know right? All these are nth but... EXCUSES! The root cause of this can only be 1 thing.
Her feelings for me are lost.
Lost to who? Lost to what? I dunnoe.
but maybe she REALLY wanted to spend more time wif her frens?? I dunnoe. Im not in a position to doubt her also, she has her own life too.
But to dump a bf abt a week b4 army?? Thats a total bitch move and uncalled 4. This is agreed everywhere, internet or real life. Its ok thou, no point pointing fngers at others.
I do have my faults i noe. But i have not genuienely cared for a girl for a reeaaaallly long time. I really do care for her, i am sincere.
Perhaps i was too nice? Or i didnt do enuf?
Haha am i really that lousy? Man i need some tuitions on how to please a girl then.
Oh ya 1 thing . 1 MAJOR mistake i made, i lost myself in the r/s. I sacrificed quite alot of things i usually do to make time for her. Wich i do NOT REGRET AT ALL. Time spent wif her wasnt always nice and fun, but at least i was happy.
But HELL towards the end of the r/s. THAT WAS NOT ME! i felt like lady gaga. puting on so many fronts to cover the real me.
I found myself back. And i want to start a new r/s in future wif MYself. i would go back to her no problem. Given if she still had feelings for me. But i doubt it.
And her facebook updates shown in my main facebook page. Are u in love. 70%. Ouch. Thats totally rubbing it in my face.
Haha i noe she doenst mean it la. Its just a quiz. But u noe, i do really care for her. Lookin at that brings a lil hurt back to me. Bt im ok dun worry haha.
Looks like she found a guy she like alr? boy that was fast. I hope its just a quiz thou, thou i wun be surprised if i find out she got hooked up when im in camp haha.
Well... Deal wif it. deal wif it like a man. I haved stopped being sad alr. Its just.... It sucks to have a person dumped u for someting u have no control over.
BUT!! If given a chance to go back to the past and change things, i will change NOTHING. I would still go thru it. And experience the same thing. I want to learn that pain, and how to tackle it.
How to handle it as myself, not the shadow that i used to be.
And i will date her once again with the "Lost and Found" self of mine.
Tis is wat i would do.
People tell me. " Dun give up the whole forest for a tree"
Here is my answer to u.
"I noe. But for now. The tree that i want is the only tree that bears fruit. The rest of the trees? they are carboncopies".
Hopefully she will understand i TRULY care for her. As a friend. As a person. As a lover.
Long post eh? Gotta get everything settled till tmrw. Army days in 1 day haha.
Good luck to guys out there who experienced the same if not more painful stuff than me. I hope u pickurself up. Dun let smth like this burden u. Its tough i noe. But....
DEAL WIF IT. LIKE A MAN.
Sep 29, 2010
Fresh new beginning
Today. My gf broke up with me. Long story short, difference in personality got so strong it didnt work out.
Yes. I am human. I am sad.
But after a while, i told myself to pick myself up. No point brooding over it. Im naturally a happy person, and i want to stay that way.
I am not gonna let this setback affect my entire life.
Im gonna get in touch with frens who i have lost contact with given so much extra time alone ya see?
I noe i love her. But humans are adaptive, time heals fast. If my love she doesnt want. So be it.
I am human. I make mistakes, i dun blame anyone cuz not everyone is as willing to forget and forgive.
Suddenly, for a brief moment of time of tranquility at home.
Being single aint all that bad.
Xiang Yuan, I feel wat u used to feel. Haha.
Yes. I am human. I am sad.
But after a while, i told myself to pick myself up. No point brooding over it. Im naturally a happy person, and i want to stay that way.
I am not gonna let this setback affect my entire life.
Im gonna get in touch with frens who i have lost contact with given so much extra time alone ya see?
I noe i love her. But humans are adaptive, time heals fast. If my love she doesnt want. So be it.
I am human. I make mistakes, i dun blame anyone cuz not everyone is as willing to forget and forgive.
Suddenly, for a brief moment of time of tranquility at home.
Being single aint all that bad.
Xiang Yuan, I feel wat u used to feel. Haha.
Mar 24, 2010
Que Coosa?
Hi everyone haha. Its been a long time since i updated, but WHAT ELSE IS NEW.
To my pathetically lil readers, here some pics of my latest edition to my family that is bound to make u go AWWWWWWWWW.
Haha i mean seriously, they are so cute they make brad pitt look gay.
Or yea u noe..... yea,
Meet Tick and Tack!
Meet Tick and Tack!Arent they adorable? Trust me they look better in real life, they feel so small and cuddly, which my two big girls were when they were around their age.
Sry for lame and short post, but WHAT ELSE IS NEW.
Jan 19, 2010
Dun fight among yourselves
Hello to everybody. Haha hello "auntie". I noe u reading my blog.
To everyone who is STILL misunderstood about my relationship with 3 girlfriends. I really dunnoe wat to say.
First of all im flattered. I wish i can get 3 girlfriends la, which guy dun wan. But really, my conscience and my upbringing is much more higher class than pimps and cheaters.
So let me clarify ALL OVER AGAIN and pls hor, li hai jiu hao. Bu yao jia li hai. Wan to read, read everything. Dun read halfway blame and fight ppl becuz
1) U are insulting me as an upright boy. Do i need to cheat on my gf seriously?
2) U drag ur family members morale down. Cheer up la im not so frivilous one or wt u spell that.
So "auntie", i show u my 2 gfs beside her. Dun jealous hor. They very chio 1.
Introducing... My two girls!
U see u see!! Chio or not. 2 of them slping tgt somemore. Im quite proud of them also
As u can see, the most outer one the name call pepper, inside the fat one = salt. Heres another pic of them
Yea. Left is salt . Right is pepper.
Auntie ar, this is the gf i talkin abt. U dun anyhow think leh. My life hor, not really alot of drama 1. I somemore so short, 160cm where got quality to flirt around?
So pls, do us a favour.
1) Dun stalk my blog. Wan to see, tag. I will kindly reply you.
2) Dun jump to conclusions. Read ALL.
3) Pls ditch the "bad boy" image of me. I not pai kia.
Sry for the rather angry tone. Im actually quite insulted if u realise. And if u apologise, i will just treat as if it didn't happen. Solely because i respect u as an elder.
So to wrap up today's post.
MY SO-CALLED 2 GIRLFRIENDS ARE LITTLE FURRY HAMSTERS!
To everyone who is STILL misunderstood about my relationship with 3 girlfriends. I really dunnoe wat to say.
First of all im flattered. I wish i can get 3 girlfriends la, which guy dun wan. But really, my conscience and my upbringing is much more higher class than pimps and cheaters.
So let me clarify ALL OVER AGAIN and pls hor, li hai jiu hao. Bu yao jia li hai. Wan to read, read everything. Dun read halfway blame and fight ppl becuz
1) U are insulting me as an upright boy. Do i need to cheat on my gf seriously?
2) U drag ur family members morale down. Cheer up la im not so frivilous one or wt u spell that.
So "auntie", i show u my 2 gfs beside her. Dun jealous hor. They very chio 1.
Introducing... My two girls!
U see u see!! Chio or not. 2 of them slping tgt somemore. Im quite proud of them also
As u can see, the most outer one the name call pepper, inside the fat one = salt. Heres another pic of them
Yea. Left is salt . Right is pepper.
Auntie ar, this is the gf i talkin abt. U dun anyhow think leh. My life hor, not really alot of drama 1. I somemore so short, 160cm where got quality to flirt around?
So pls, do us a favour.
1) Dun stalk my blog. Wan to see, tag. I will kindly reply you.
2) Dun jump to conclusions. Read ALL.
3) Pls ditch the "bad boy" image of me. I not pai kia.
Sry for the rather angry tone. Im actually quite insulted if u realise. And if u apologise, i will just treat as if it didn't happen. Solely because i respect u as an elder.
So to wrap up today's post.
MY SO-CALLED 2 GIRLFRIENDS ARE LITTLE FURRY HAMSTERS!
Jan 17, 2010
Sorry Sorry, Shawty Shawty.
Wow i didnt know my blog has fans hahahaha. Ok im sorry really, but i didnt really want to continue blogging becuz :
2) I almost forgot my password
3) Too freakin many pictures to upload.
Ok lets start. I shall post it short. and in a TIMELINE sorta format. its really.... taxing on me really haha.
Without further ado, snippets , of , my, rife.(life)
A Random day hanging out with frens
National Day
Fireworks go boomz
boomz
Tired army men that just wanna go home. BUT SINGAPORE COMES FIRST!
A Bird with lights
Small Bird
Thats a BIGASS TANK! and a partially bald person hogging 20% of camera space.
2 birds and our national flag. MOON AND STARS IN THE EVENING YALL.
Idk pepper ended up so scary. Dun fuck with her. Oh yea shes on my laptop.
Salt + pepper sleeping in a saucepan. Ahh sisterly love.
Salt was supposedly eating while shes slping. but.... it looks like shes some kungfu star here. Ratman from ninja turtle?
Small Tree Tamarins(?) Gotta catch em all.
There are 3 ninjas hiding in this fountain. Can u spot them?
A live aligator where a chinese family thought it was fake. Would wish to see 1 of them jump down and experience it realness. Alas, didnt happen.
Black gorillas/ monkey staring down at me. Looks like a pimp no?
A bunch of pidgeyottos
This white tiger was being such a diva lo. Pacing around for us to take his pic
Bird with blue head and red throat
Dunnoe this animal's name, but it has anthlers
Fucking jealous of the guy on top of elephant. Tsk
A ninja squirrel, raping the tree trunk using its teeth
Monkey mama with an infant! The father keep blocking the baby from photographers lo! I managed to snag one albeit unclear photo of them without the father after many tries.
Shes pretty bored when we came.
Blur view of a Polar Bear's rear
Deer that moos.
Lovely. There are dogs in the zoo, wild sexy dogs. Im jealous
Waa... They remind me of sexy.
A leopard's rear. Missed the body
Eh... Colourful iguana
That face reminds me of an old pervert man
Sunbathing komodo i guess?
Meh. Sunbathing crocos. I wanna see things getting eaten, not stationary sunbathers!
I swear it was about to charge at me. Look at it!
Doesnt it reminds you of a typical young 14 yr old wannabe gangster? Look at the face!
1 zebra with a weird neck and 3 zebra asses facing us.
Ostrich lay big eggs, so they need big ass
This fellow is definitely taunting me. I get it la, u tall i noe.
Dropping-like bats hanging on branches
AFRO BIRD 1!
AFRO BIRD 2 BENDING HIS HEAD!
I had someone distract the rhinos and snap this. Spot the difference anyone?
1) Natsumi is right. Im too lazy to get my ass up here.
2) I almost forgot my password
3) Too freakin many pictures to upload.
3rd bold. FUCKING SLOW DAMMIT. arhhgg waste of mah tym u noe wat im sayin n***a?
Ok lets start. I shall post it short. and in a TIMELINE sorta format. its really.... taxing on me really haha.
Without further ado, snippets , of , my, rife.(life)
A Random day hanging out with frens
The day i got drunk and vomitted under a tree. Culprit = the 2nd cup from the left. Mimosa WTF
Fireworks go boomz boomz
Moar Boomz
Tired army men that just wanna go home. BUT SINGAPORE COMES FIRST!
A Bird with lights
Small Bird
Thats a BIGASS TANK! and a partially bald person hogging 20% of camera space.
2 birds and our national flag. MOON AND STARS IN THE EVENING YALL.My Little Hamsters/Ham Hams/ Daughters
Idk pepper ended up so scary. Dun fuck with her. Oh yea shes on my laptop. 
Salt + pepper sleeping in a saucepan. Ahh sisterly love.
Salt was supposedly eating while shes slping. but.... it looks like shes some kungfu star here. Ratman from ninja turtle?Zoo trip/ Pokemon Safari zone
Small Tree Tamarins(?) Gotta catch em all. 
There are 3 ninjas hiding in this fountain. Can u spot them? 
A live aligator where a chinese family thought it was fake. Would wish to see 1 of them jump down and experience it realness. Alas, didnt happen. 
Black gorillas/ monkey staring down at me. Looks like a pimp no? 
A bunch of pidgeyottos 
This white tiger was being such a diva lo. Pacing around for us to take his pic
Pedro and friends. Bunch of cute otters cuddling
Squirtle gasping for air, need to replenish pp for water gun
A monkey that has a peculiar resemblance to an average ang moh man (caucasian)
White faced mankey staring at me. How come all monkeys stare?
Mankey evolves to Primape
I fed one of them, my happiest 5 bucks spent.
erm.... penguin??
This pic is non-halal ( people who say i racist, pig really not halal wat)
Anaconda looking fishes + a ghostly apparition of my legs.
Mankey evolves to Primape
I fed one of them, my happiest 5 bucks spent.
erm.... penguin??
This pic is non-halal ( people who say i racist, pig really not halal wat)
Anaconda looking fishes + a ghostly apparition of my legs. 
Bird with blue head and red throat
Dunnoe this animal's name, but it has anthlers
Fucking jealous of the guy on top of elephant. Tsk
A ninja squirrel, raping the tree trunk using its teeth
Monkey mama with an infant! The father keep blocking the baby from photographers lo! I managed to snag one albeit unclear photo of them without the father after many tries.
Shes pretty bored when we came.
Blur view of a Polar Bear's rear
Deer that moos.
Lovely. There are dogs in the zoo, wild sexy dogs. Im jealous
Waa... They remind me of sexy.
A leopard's rear. Missed the body
Eh... Colourful iguana
That face reminds me of an old pervert man
Sunbathing komodo i guess?
Meh. Sunbathing crocos. I wanna see things getting eaten, not stationary sunbathers!
I swear it was about to charge at me. Look at it!
Doesnt it reminds you of a typical young 14 yr old wannabe gangster? Look at the face!
1 zebra with a weird neck and 3 zebra asses facing us.
Ostrich lay big eggs, so they need big ass
This fellow is definitely taunting me. I get it la, u tall i noe.
Dropping-like bats hanging on branches
AFRO BIRD 1!
AFRO BIRD 2 BENDING HIS HEAD!
I had someone distract the rhinos and snap this. Spot the difference anyone?A random day out with my girl
This is the amount of food she ate. Herself. No seriously. And do u notice anything peculiar in this pic? NO? Ok ok let me show u.
Look at the HUGE ASS MUSCLES! Dun mess with her, or she will #$#%# u up!
And we ate this some day ago. Cleared it all up
Star wars? Christmas????!! There is no hope in this world
This is the amount of food she ate. Herself. No seriously. And do u notice anything peculiar in this pic? NO? Ok ok let me show u.
Look at the HUGE ASS MUSCLES! Dun mess with her, or she will #$#%# u up!
And we ate this some day ago. Cleared it all upA random day out with my friend
Star wars? Christmas????!! There is no hope in this worldA random day in school
Do u find anything weird in this pic? Ans : Normally ppl who sell fresh fruits are in the wet market. WTF are these fruit sellers doing in the middle of a polytechnic school!!!! Thats absurd! Nxt u can expect fishmongers to start setting up shop here soon.
I HAVE FINISHED MY ENTRY!!!!! Pls say u love me after reading all of this. It is much appreciated.
Bless yall.
Do u find anything weird in this pic? Ans : Normally ppl who sell fresh fruits are in the wet market. WTF are these fruit sellers doing in the middle of a polytechnic school!!!! Thats absurd! Nxt u can expect fishmongers to start setting up shop here soon.I HAVE FINISHED MY ENTRY!!!!! Pls say u love me after reading all of this. It is much appreciated.
Bless yall.
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